i can't find my notebook. i'm not looking very hard but still i should be taking a shower now so i guess it doesnt really matter. summer has been good so far. except the whole not having a job. it can be hard to try to try some times...but ya i do? maybe.

so every morning before i get up and my mom goes to work she puts lola (new kitten!!!) in my bed with me. i guess its our time to chill without any other crazy people around. Bob Dylan entered my life last week...its been good so far, no complaints.

oh yea, im 20 now. no longer a teenager, and trying to move along in life like a 20 year old Emily should. how ever that may be im not so sure yet. i've got my hair under control on a day to day basis. (thats never been able to happen before) and i understand myself more than ever before, which totally kicks ass.

but all in all...i think i'll shower now.